Two truther's walk into a lion's den

Feeding the Beast

There are universal truths that live inside everyone that are unwavering and hold fast to the reality in which we reside. These universal truths live in our bones, our DNA, our energetic field, our core, the center of the heart, the crown aspect of mind. These truths are the inner knowing that we carry with us, the connection to the Creator.

Many conflicts in life come from fighting with this knowing because the outer world is fiction, illusory, inverted and tells us otherwise. These conflicts stir and stir until our curiosity is awakened and we start a path of seeking to know, of seeking truth.

Initially people think they find truth by recognizing the world around them is a messed-up clown world and this phase the finger pointing of what “those” people are doing takes over in a passionate pursuit of trying to awaken others. Because your consciousness shifted you will find yourself with others at the same point on their path, “truthers” or “conspiracy theorists” as labeled by the system, the egregore, the antagonists for those who can see through things in order to bring about their plan.

The attention and focus of this group that can see through the outer is actually the engine that drives the egregore/illusion/system/devil’s plan into place because one who can see the outer is often not doing the inner work. Diverted focus is diverted manifestation of the desired reality. One who is only focused on the outer is feeding the beast through attention, time and energy, which is our MOST valuable currency. Those asleep, the agent smith’s, feed it too but because they are not conscious to it, it doesn’t hold the same power as those who can see and feed it in a constant state of outrage, protest and awareness. This is why the “they” must use psyops, false flags or certain intentional “mistake” or symbols to pull the charge in from the truthers, this is why waking up is part of the programming.

This is also why the word “awakening” has been so convoluted. It acts as a stopping point to truly awakening. The nature of these terms are in themselves gatekeepers to deeper understanding of self and the reality in which we reside.

I’m not judging because I’ve been there and look at it now as more of a stepping stone, not the be all end all. It’s another beginning, not “the end of the world.” There is always a next step and that step is to re-direct focus back into self, glancing up occasionally to ensure you are still aware of what’s going on to some degree out in the “world.” There is a quote that says something about focusing all your attention on building new instead of tearing down the old and I have found that to be most definitely true. Change will happen either way, so be the programmer or be programmed.

What we resist, persists, so to fight the outer world and rage against the machine is to ignore the inner battle waiting to be won, the inner knowing calling to you to find your stillness, wholeness, sovereignty in being. The darkness waits for you to unveil the truth of your own nature and discover all the things within you that make you you, good, bad, ugly, changing…. mistakes, losses, victories…all of it. It is in this process, in this true awakening where your outer world will begin to change, where all the things you were worried about happening begin to look very different, where you begin to recognize inter-connectedness to ALL, even to “they” you once so feverishly opposed. Are you willing to attempt to see the common ground and compassion in your enemy? Are you brave enough to see what you are capable of on the spectrum of possibilities knowing you get to choose which aspects to bring to life? What if the real enemy is yourself? It’s an invitation to radical self-responsibility, unwavering knowing and an acceptance to surrendering to the mystery all at the same time. These three things are sure and true….and waiting for you, funny how things always happen in 3’s isn’t it, or is it?

There is a story about two wolves you’ve probably heard before, it goes like this:

“An old Cherokee Indian chief was teaching his grandson about life. He said, "A fight is going on inside me," he told the young boy, "a fight between two wolves. One wolf is called bad - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego." He continued, "The other Wolf is called good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you grandson…and inside of every other person on the face of this earth.”

The grandson ponders this for a moment and then asked, "Grandfather, which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee smiled and simply said, "The one you feed".”

This story always stays with me because it holds truth in it. I’m not saying don’t allow yourself to move through all of the emotions and experiences labeled as “bad” because they are not bad, they are part of the human experience. The key is not holding onto them so tightly because they will consume you. They key is creating new stories about hard experiences that enable you to learn a lesson or seek the blessing, the silver lining and transmute those experiences to the point you can find peace and gratitude for them coming into your life, thus more understanding, more knowing.

In this same token, both live inside of you and when we only point the finger away we miss an opportunity to embrace the wholeness of the vessel we live inside. We miss an opportunity to make peace with the choices made. We miss an opportunity to learn and let go. We miss an opportunity to recognize we will always be a villain in someone’s story, labeled as good or bad because they too must face the wolves within and integrate them into being, to know their time and place to come out from the forest and to recognize the value and purpose of both living inside of us. This human experience requires undergoing a process of stepping into the harmony, flow and tides of nature, where beauty and beast both live and it is in reaching deep inside and letting all parts be shown to ourselves that this marriage of opposites can co-exist and bring forth more peace…as within, as without.

Two truther’s walked into the lion’s den…both of them are you, what will you do? What are you feeding on and what is feeding on you? The truth the world tells you to focus on outside of yourself is the easy distraction. The Divine truth that lives inside of you is a daily practice in doing the work.

Have a killer day and enjoy the paradox in being.

~ Angela

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