Truther's without purpose

Enlightenment is not bliss.....

Many people at some point in life may “awaken” to aspects of the world not being as they thought. The stage of awakening where one begins to see the world for what it is instead of the veil of what they thought it was. When this happens the awareness of being lied to boils up in anger and the realization that you’ve been indoctrinated, programmed, guided and/or swayed fills the psyche.

At this point, many will start going down rabbit holes and start to yell from the rooftops trying to awaken others. This is a natural part of the awakening process, but many get stuck here and there purpose becomes the finger pointing and blame of “they” without doing the real work to move past this threshold into a "real” awareness and an ability to look at the larger picture.

Consumed by dopamine hits of the latest psyop, creative memes to try to help people see what they aren’t ready to see and echo chambers filled with emotive fears projecting out, becomes purposeful and justifications run rampant to explain away the “duty” in this behavior. The hard reality is nothing is new under the sun and throughout time people have proclaimed revelations and end of times. If you’re in this group, you are seeing what many have before and many will again, it’s a rung in the wheel, but not the wheel. The conspiracy theorist is an archetype here to help the wheel keep moving but the catch is, will you get stuck in the muck or keep moving?

When in this state truthers think they can “see” the world for what it is, but this is merely the beginning of a journey, the underworld of the unconscious peaking up to see if you will fall down the rabbit hole.

This process does have purpose and planting seeds are important, BUT, this state of being will consume the truthers and lead them into more victimhood than those they think they are trying to awaken because it’s not fruitful. It is another part of the illusion, as you cannot change what is not real, you cannot fight the “fiction” of the system serving an important purpose as antagonist in the play of life.

To learn to be in the world and not of it is the key to finding balance. I share this all because I have been there and I know that stepping away from the sensationalism of what could be only feeds the beast and illuminates the shadow of the collective consciousness in a way that magnifies its toxic unhealed wounds instead of bringing to light an opportunity for one to return to themselves, to discover what already lives inside of them.

Inside of everyone is a knowing, a map, a compass, a light. If we want to enliven the world to help it heal then this will not happen with protests, resistance, memes or shouting from the rooftops. It will happen when we live in the way we want to see the world through self introspection, integrity, compassion, joy……and truth. People can only meet us where they are and the road home is one back into the inner-state of being that knows this and is not swayed by the hive, even a hive of truthers, or those who call themselves awakened.

Truth triggers because it resonates, it does this without a megaphone but a mirror. Truth is unwavering, it does not need explanation, nor scientific proof, it just is. Truth lives in our bones and hides like a skeleton in the closet waiting to shout b-o-o and see if you will run away scared at the first glance of opening the door or stand there and maintain a curiousity of what cobwebs have been hiding, waiting to be dusted off.

If you’re reading this and you are a truther trapped in the never ending cycle of yet another kind of rat race, blanketed with new labels, yet feeling no different than when you were inside of the matrix unaware, then this is for you.

What if for one week you stepped away from it all and went within? Is it really your responsibility to bear the weight of the world or is it time for radical change to find your true purpose?

If you recognize you’re on the downard spiral in another self defeating layer of victimhood, blaming the outer world, know, this is the Universe inviting you to explore the depths of your soul and challenging you to step into the next phase, radical self responsibility.

It is only on the path of self responsibility that the sovereign being begins to emerge, no longer blaming the outer world for their problems, no longer waging war in an outer battle not meant to be won, no longer fearing tomorrow.

You’re experience is valid, there is duality in this world, things are strange and unusual. (Isn’t that wonderful!) :) That being said, there is an egregore that seems to be trying to knock you off your center at every turn, temptations, distractions, deceptions, invitations and unavoidable things in the environment….BUT, your attention gives all of this more power. Where could you place your intention instead that will fill your cup instead of depleting it? How can you change your perception to see all of this as good, do you fear a challenge that might rock your world, that might ask you to step up, that might change you into someone better than you ever imagined? It’s cliche I know, but where attention goes, energy flows, so are you looking at solutions or getting caught in soul sucking narratives to nowhere?

Enlightment hurts, it stings, it makes one face humility. It gifts the downard spiral as a test, an opportunity to grow new roots and come back up to the surface stronger, resilient and in touch with who you really are and why you are here.

If you’re going through a dark night of the soul or stuck in the truther spinwheel and are ready to return to you, reach out if you need help. You don’t need me or any guru, you’ve got all you need inside of you, but sometimes we all need a reflection or a catalyst to take that step.

~ Angela

www.angelamorris.com